Sex

Where have I been?
It's been an interesting few days since I last updated my blog. I would say a lot has happened but I dont think it has. It's just been a whirlwind of mis-guided sex and just sex in general. Where do I start? I wanted to chop my penis off after breaking down and having sex with my ex on Friday. She picked me up from the airport and has been trying to command all my time since deciding to come back into my life a few weeks ago. I love having the kids in my life again and I dont mind having mom there too but I have no interest in getting back together with her. Of course, now that we've done the deed I know that I'm going to be hearing about it for a while to come. What the hell was I thinking? Well of course, I couldn't have been thinking, at least not with my head.

Well that whole sexual interlude while not disgusting at the time had me reeling sexually. I thoroughly enjoy sex and at the time enjoyed it but the remorse aftewards was so intense I thought I'd never want to have sex again. Of course, that was until Saturday night lol..when after babysitting I went out to a club with some friends. They'd pretty much already made it known they had planned to take advantage of me by the end of the night and I felt rejuvenated. Then something that rarely and I DO mean rarely happens to me happened. It was only the third time that it has ever happened, I was picked up sorta. As I was heading to the dance floor, this lady grabbed my ass and before I knew it we were three dancing on the floor and bumping and grinding. Nothing really came of it that night but there was a lot of making out on the dance floor and hands were everywhere. I've never had that confidence that a lot of guys have to approach any girl and just start talking to them and stuff like that. Nights like saturday are always a boost for me.


That takes us to sunday, I was already planning to be off monday even though my original plans fell through. Well another friend had come up earlier in the weekend to hook up with a mutual friend and was sorely dissappointed. Joking I told my friend out west that I should go take care of her myself and she agreed. Now like I said before, I thoroughly enjoy sex as a rule and I'm all about giving pleasure so I was definitely agreeable to the idea. Well it was definitely an incredible night of passion. I felt like I came 20 times when actually it was probably more like 6 or 7, which is still pretty impressive by most counts. Well it was definitely the perfect end to a very not-so-perfect weekend. Now I think it's time for me to take a break so that I never take any of this for granted.